the Foundation (Past): Your situation may have involved someone you could describe as a Conflicted or indecisive partner, and was marked by a time of a forced retreat due to conflicting options.
the Focus (Present): You are currently balancing seeking powerful spiritual guidance from helpful tradition, with seeking stability through joining a valued established institution.
the Outcome (Future): Your path leads you towards a minor setback teaches a powerful lesson about self-reliance. As you go forward, remember this: Accept the lesson- a tactical retreat guarantees greater future victory..