the Foundation (Past): Your situation may have involved someone you could describe as the Unwilling Martyr, and was marked by a time of prolonging a negative situation through indecision.
the Focus (Present): You are currently balancing breaking free from bondage or detachment self-awareness, with gaining control over debt or material obsessions.
the Outcome (Future): Your path leads you towards overwhelming workload or the pressure of the final delivery. As you go forward, remember this: delegate or simplify; you can drop some of that weight now..